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Chorus: I'm like everybody else Everybody around me needs help I guess I'm here for you if you need me Well, I need you Can you help? Or will you turn your cheek and disgrace everything I gave? I hope I find my place  Verse 1: It's just me and the microphone Now I've found myself at home This is where I belong From this position I can do no wrong Nothing can be taken from me because I'm happy by my lonely I'm happy by my only So now I guess you really know me I put on a brave face I said that I would change and I did So if you don't think I did then fuck what you think I do this for me I feel it in my heart I'm a musician from the start but I went and walked another path Mistake after mistake but all that made me do was retake and reanalyse, scrutinise everything that goes behind my eyes and it drove me crazy What's there to change? Like a butterfly doing its thing Like a bear in the jungle Gotta remain humble otherwise I'll get myself in trouble 'cause the ego is a bubble and it will burst and it will hurt Bury yourself in the dirt But I'm still standing still demanding that I start understanding this world around me Open my eyes and close my mouth Quite very simple Open my ears otherwise I'm lost Otherwise I'm somewhere else But I'm always here two places at the same time What good music am I expected to make when I can't even express this one mind? I'm lost, I'm lost So I had to turn off the nos Slow it down a million times until I'm right now in this very moment I own it, show it, condone it I'll never throw it out again Chorus: I'm like everybody else Everybody around me needs help I guess I'm here for you if you need me Well, I need you Can you help? Or will you turn your cheek and disgrace everything I gave? I hope I find my place

Verse 1:  These temptations are endless enough to drive a man to a zero friend list I’m senseless have to ground now I know no alternative What can I give to a never ending stream? That's something like a dream Will you lose it? Will you scream? How will I hold it together? Constantly change the like the weather I know no better my own solution is to no But in the moment I tell myself, “no way, bro” So here I am my dick In my hand flushing down another baby Where do you think this anger really comes from? Frustration, injustice, Fuck this I justify poor this decisions because escape is better than reality when reality is sad story What about regret? Where’s the self-love? I ripped myself off Blew every chance I had Tied my hands behind my back and danced with the devil I survived, I tried I repeatedly lied and lost the will for life But what's a life when alive has died? A sorry state I'm sorry mate but it's too late to change So this must be fate Chorus: Take me back to the first time I lost my mind I looked I couldn’t find no one by my side downplay it They say it's nothing You will be alright Yeah right If you’re looking from my eyes You would realise what it's like and it's not nice But what did I expect from 19 year olds without an ounce of respect? Verse 2: I left Like bouncing before the check checked in occasionally Curiosity got the better of me but I resolved I was wasting my time Time to leave the past behind and start a new life Realigned That's a bubble that burst worse than Y2K But all that pain led to the words that I write today So maybe it's right to be grateful The hardest things in life force us to change We fight in the moment We haven't found the right moment to own it so we disown it and attempt to wipe our hands clean Absorbed in a fever dream like a bad trip on LSD Chorus: Take me back to the first time I lost my mind I looked I could find no one by my side down play it They say it's nothing You'll be all right Yeah, right If you’re looking from my eyes You would realise what it's like and it's not nice But what did I expect from 19 year olds without an ounce of respect?

Chorus: One step at a time One busy mind How do I remain focused Amongst infinite distractions? One step at a time One busy mind How do I remain focused Amongst infinite distractions? Verse: Blinded by the lights Infinite refractions Consider my actions because some things can’t be repaired We all share the unfairness Wins and losses Like motor racing We are all forgotten in time Lost in the sea of momentary freshness Barely awake Disobeying nature Go out into the world as though Inside is still not the world What do I expect to get? Vomit Stop it Obnoxious I need some nitrous oxide To turn off my mind Brain rot You forgot it won’t actually Make the pain stop Purchasing clothes from the same shop Waiting for the same drop Overhyped like GameStop Bubble pops Trouble starts Muscle cars vs electric bus Chorus: One step at a time One busy mind How do I remain focused Amongst infinite distractions? One step at a time One busy mind How do I remain focused Amongst infinite distractions?

Verse 1: I stood tall, even when I felt small Pretty sure, was gonna walk out the door I couldn't wait anymore, because I didn't have the patience Couldn't wait anymore in these same situations Chorus: Look around you / I am just What do you see / Making sense Is it ugly? / Of a world or is it beauty? / With so many problems None of us are free / I am just And no one has the key / Making sense No secret recipe / Of a world Game of chance like following the S&P / With so many problems Verse 2: I don't want to fight it Leave it here alright Do it later tonight It'll be alright But it's a an uphill fight Combined with an uphill battle So I must paddle downstream Living life, this is like a dream Chorus: Look around you / I am just What do you see / Making sense Is it ugly? / Of a world or is it beauty? / With so many problems None of us are free / I am just And no one has the key / Making sense No secret recipe / Of a world Game of chance like following the S&P / With so many problems Verse 3: Didn't make sense anymore Pretty sure, gonna give up on it all Probably gonna fall, fall And somehow I'll bounce back That's the life of a soldier That's the life of a fighter That's the life of me Hip-Hop, producer, rapper, and writer.

Chorus: Hey, hey How is your day? What do you say? Hey, hey How is your day? What do you say? Verse: Too late to fight Too late to go Too late to let it out Late to the show Opened up for no one I blew my only chance like when I was 13 Saw a hot woman And blew in my pants So where to from here? Huh? Steer clear, it's nothing but fear I'm here, with this music in my ear Turn me off, I'm doing nothing good I'm a waste of time and I waste my life Good for nothing I achieve Nada Dad… should have worn a rubber But I'm not serious Absolutely Yes, I'm delirious I think I am I think I'm not I think I'm stuck I think I'm blocked No one's in my way. I'm in my own way What a sad day And it's on replay So what can I say? I cannot pray Cause what does your God say? I'm silence I'm aging timeless I don't need a license I'm driving through a crisis Inner silence I'm hoping I can find it What am I chasing? I'm growing impatient And I have to face it. I'm a fucking bum. I think I'm smart But obviously I'm dumb. I'm a fool son. Chorus: Hey, hey How is your day? What do you say?

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Me, I don’t have the answers But I’ve got the questions So many revolving around And around and around They're like a continuous sound An answer I haven’t found So why do I keep searching searching, searching? I'm looking in every nook and cranny Speaking to every youngster and granny But they’re telling me the same thing, Same thing, same thing I’m like, "Yeah, I’m changing, changing But I’m the same thing" Two truths at the same time That’s what’s fucking up my mind Have to somehow make sense And pick a side of the fence Easier said than done Man, it feels like I’m dumb I'm not even young anymore What point will I hit a wall? Maybe I already have That’s what’s making me sad.

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